Ridiculous birthday party
January 30th, 2006
that was by far the most *ridiculous* birthday party I’ve been to! I don’t know anyone but the birthday boy.
maybe the original idea was cool, and very favourable, it just didn’t turn out quite the way he expected.
i made some new friends (i supposed) – but i think i am way too protective, and introverted than anyone would have imagined. technically, i am afraid of people. i simply wanted to avoid any kind of interaction with strangers.
ahhh… i dunno, it was just weird!
when the birthday boy called me the next day and asked how i felt, i was totally freaked! i mean, i didn’t feel bad and i dun think i hated anyone i met that night… i just thought it was awkward. but he said he just wanted to help out… it was very nice of him to say that – but, sigh, i feel bad to say this – but half of myself was thinking if it was a joke or a game he came up with.
for some strange reason, i dun seem to quite trust him (haha) … i should have thought of this when he first invited me to his birthday party.